Connecting to Your Higher Self
I would like to introduce you to Shara; She is my 4D self, my Higher Self, my Inner Being. She is the wiser part of me because she is always connected to Source. She sings as part of the Creative Process. The degree of my connection to Shara varies from day to day, moment to moment. Some days [when I am feeling fantastic] I’m totally connected, and other days [when I feel not so good] I’m not very connected at all. Singing has become a tool that I use to clear my energetic field, and any energetic blocks that disconnect me from my Source, the larger part of ME. As I continue to sing, I can feel my Connection grow deeper and stronger.
So how did I make this Connection through singing? Earlier this year, in January [2012], I was visiting Waikiki staying at the Sheraton Moana Surfrider. Walking past the bar, I saw a guitarist on stage playing to a nearly empty room. Impulsively, I went in and took a seat. He noticed me walk in and when he finished the song, he looked at me and asked “Do you want to come up and sing something?” Who me? There was only one other patron in the room. We looked at each other for a moment and then both answered enthusiastically “Sure!” I had never sang in public before but this guy was a pro, so nice, and even figured out what key I needed. I sang the song, Moondance, and rushing back to my seat, thought to myself “Wow, that was FUN!”. The other patron was also not a professional but she did well too. This chance encounter with a guitar player, who happens to be Bruno Mars’ uncle, totally changed my life.
There are no coincidences, and when got back home of course I saw a Groupon for Singing Lessons in San Francisco. I got the hit to “do it” (inspired action) and splurged, 3 lessons for $49. I have always liked to sing but growing up with a critical (unhappy) mother who made fun of my dad every time he sang (when he was happy), it never occurred to me to EVER sing in front of ANYBODY.
When I met the teacher [Alexys Paris], I immediately liked him because he has a spiritual approach to life (he is a Pisces), so I ended up also signing up for an 8 week “performance” class, where you learn to perform in a small group situation and get feedback from the teacher and your peers. At the end of 8 weeks, there would be a student showcase where we got the opportunity to perform at a local coffee house.
Even though I have been told that I have a “nice” voice, I never sing when other people are around. Now I know why. In the very first group performance class, the moment I opened my mouth to sing, I was struck by a *blinding* migraine (I never get migraines!). It literally felt like my head was being crushed in a vice. Luckily, I had asked for a stool to sit on because I was nervous (we usually stand in class) or I would have fallen over. I immediately recognized this as a significant energetic block that I *had* and I had to do the work to move through it. I mentally braced myself and completed the performance through sheer strength of will, literally holding my poor aching head the entire time. The other students were so concerned and so supportive that I knew I was in the right time at the right place. There are no coincidences.
It took 3 days for the migraine to completely fade away. I was very apprehensive before the 2nd class. In that second class, I did get a bad headache while performing, but not nearly as severe as the first. The other students where suprised that even I came back after the 1st class, but the group was very supportive and praised me for having the courage to come back. The headaches got better as the classes progressed, and were finally gone by the 5th or 6th class. I had, through sheer strength of will, moved through a major block that had been holding me back for who knows how many lifetimes!
When I told a friend about this, she said it felt like I was under a major psychic attack, implant or frequency barrier. In other words, the block was deliberately placed in me by parties unknown. I had had no clue that this block/barrier was even there. Now, the block is completely gone and I have a strong, powerful voice where I don’t hesitate to speak (or sing!) my truth. When I sing, I AM my Higher Self. Through singing, I am bridging the gap between 3D and 4D.
Singing just happens to be a tool that I used to connect to my Higher Self. I also use daily meditation. The tools you use may be different. I know people who use Breathe, or Meditation, or Dancing, Running to connect them to their larger self. Whatever tool you use, you will know it is the right one for you because of the Joy you feel when you engage in it. I feel such Joy when I sing there is nothing that comes close, except maybe meditation. And when you (your 3D self) and your 4D self start to merge, it will just feel like you have come Home.
The Created Reality 